I'm Sorry. [open/Jason?]

[loneangel08]

[talking][thinking]

Mel sat on her bed. The rain pounded on the tin roof over her. It was so loud in the silence that layed around her. She had been gone for a while. Jason had left for month to do some shows and she couldn't ever get a hold of him. Then she got a phone call about her grand father. He had pasted away from a heart attack. Everything she had left was left to her. So she went back to her home town for a while to sell his land and things. She used most of the money from the sells and what he had left to by her a truck and things for the baby. She keep her grandfathers horse trailer. And then it all happened. The wreck. She was on her way back and a drunk guy hit her. It wasn't to bad, but it bruised her up a bit and she had the baby about three weeks before she was due. The child was fine though. So after about a week staying in the hospital then waiting another week and a half for her truck to be fixed she came back.

She had just got back to Pinewood yesterday evening. She lost her phone in the wreck so she couldn't even try and call Jason to tell her were she had been for the past two months. She felt bad but then again when she had tried to call him he never answered or called back. So now she moved off the bed and started to pack the baby's diaper bag. She was going to Jason's house in hopes he was there so she could explain everything to him. She'd understand if he would ignore her, but she had to try this time. She looked to little girl she'd named Isabella Grace Aberdine. Bella layed in her crib asleep. She had her father's grey-ish blue eyes and brown hair. She looked a lot like him in the face. After she packed the bag with things she would need for Bella she picked Bella out of the crib. The little wiggled a bit but fell back to sleep as she placed her in her car seat. Mel then pulled on a pair of jeans and a light blue tee shirt. She placed a small blanket over the car seat so the baby wouldn't get wet. She grabbed the diaper bag and her wallet and headed to her. She sat the carseat and stuff in the passager side and closed the door. She walked back to the house and opened the door. She call for Summer and let her outside to play for bit.

She locked the door and walked back to the passager side of the truck. She buckled the car seat down then closed the door. She walked around the big white ford F-150 and climbed into the driver side. She closed the door as she put on her seatbelt. She turned the key and backed out of her driveway. Within 20 or 30 minutes she was at Jason's. The rain had finally let up some. She pulled into his driveway and turned off the truck. She had theses butterflies in her stomach suddenly. She heart started to race and she was feeling nervous. She unbuckled and lean over to get the diaper bag and Bella. She placed the blanket over her child as she got out of the truck. She held the three week old baby cradled in her arms. She walked up to his door and knocked. All she hoped for was that he would just give her a chance to explain things. So there at his door she wait.

- tag : Jason/Zip
- notes : Just hoping to move things along. And sorry for such the long wait. ):
- words : 628
- music : my itunes on shuffle
- outfit : She's just wearing a pair of jeans and blue tee shirt. The baby is wearing a one piece suit that says daddy's girl on it. The one Jason picked out at the mall. (:
- credit : template brought to you by The_Actress. lyrics from icing by charity vance[/blockquote][/blockquote]

[zippyzip2010]

Jason had just barely got home, he didn't have a vehicle since he had his dad just drop him off here before going out to the ranch. His parents were coming by tomorrow to bring his truck and trailer back and be on there way the next day to a business thing. He was in his room putting clothes in the washer. Sadie laying by the front door. Jason sighed, hoping to get this done so he could try and find Mel. He sure did feel bad about everthing. He was thinking that the baby would be about a week old if not even born yet. He didn't know about the wreck and the baby coming early.

He thought back to knowing that Mel had said she was gonna have a girl, and he didn't think it was true. I guess he would know here soon. He looked around and pulled his shirt off, then the rest of his clothes. He hopped in the shower and washed his hair and the rest of his body. After he shaved a little so he didn't look so scruffy. He brushed his teeth. He put on boxers and some jeans. He walked to teh kitchen and grabbed a beer outta the fridge and opened it. He hadn't had beer in a long time. The beer was old, but at this point he didn't care.

He walked to his door and heard a knock after grabbing his cigarettes. He opened the door with his free hand, his beer and pack of cigarettes in the other. He saw it was Mel and smiled brightly. "Mel, I was just going to come out and see you. I just barely got home..." he said then noticed the baby in her arms. His heart raced, it looked like it was older then a week. He felt so bad. "I'm really sorry. I lost my phone and I got another one but we were outta service like the whole time." He said and let her in finally.

He was kinda speechless now seeing the baby. He pulled the blanket from over the girls head. He noticed it was wearing the clothes he had picked out. "It's a girl..What's her name?" He asked, excited but awkward at the same time. He hadn't been around for so long it was rather weird to get back and have a baby already. He looked at Mel. "You look really good by teh way. Better then I expected. You been doing alright?" He asked her and leaned over and kissed her cheek. He didn't want to do more just yet, he didn't know if she had gotten totally over him and moved on or anything so he kept it at that til he knew more.

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[loneangel08]

[talking][thinking]

Mel stood there at the door. She sighed and looked around. His truck wasn't here. Which probably meant he wasn't either. She was about to turn around and walk back to her truck when the door opened. It surprised her. She froze for a moment looking at him. She messed his face. After moment she smiled as his voice met her ears. So he himself had just got home too. She watched his eyes wonder to the baby. Then he went to on saying he was sorry and about his phone. After he was done he allowed her to walk in. She stepped in and smiled as he pulled the blanket from over the baby. She smile as he spoke. 'Her name is Isabella Grace Aberdine. She looks just like you.' She voice was sweet and soft. She looked up at Jason with a rather bright smile on her lips. He spoke again telling her she looked good better than he had expected. Her smile grow bigger at his words. Then he asked her how she was doing. She froze as he kissed her cheek. She wasn't expecting it.

Before she could answer him or react to his kiss Bella wiggled awake and started to cry. It was time for her to be feed again. So Mel moved pass Jason and into the kitchen. She sat the diaper bag on the counter and pulled a bottle out. It already had formula in it. She walked over to the sink and turned on the water. As she waited for the water to warm up she talked to Bella. 'Sssh, Bella. It's ok. I'll have your bottle ready in a moment and you can go back to sleep.' Her voice was low and gentle. Bella slowly stopped crying and grinned as Mel talked to her. When the water warmed up she took the top of the bottle and filled it. She balanced Bella in her arm as she did. In the three weeks of having the child now in her life she had learned to do this well. She put the top back on and shook it as she walked to the living room to sit down. She sat on the couch and began to feed Bella. Without looking up she answered Jason. 'Honest life has been hell the last month. I could get a hold of you. My grandfather died. I had to go back home to deal with that. The wreck. Her coming. I've honestly been stressed. But now I feel at ease and safe here. Her voice was still calm but there was a tone of worry in it.

She looked at Bella as she sucked on the bottle. Her little girl was the only real thing that had keep her sane. She still hoped Jason wanted to be with her. She didn't want to lose him. she needed him now more than ever. The mess of everything finally hit her right there. A few tears slipped from her eyes and down her cheeks. She just couldn't hold them back anymore. Bella finished the bottle so she sat it on the floor by the couch. She sat in silence as Bella drifted back to sleep. She finally looked around for Jason. 'I know things have been rough the pass month, Jason. But please don't leave me. I really need you right now. I just...I-I just.' Her voice broke at the end of her words. She tried to choke back the tears, but it didn't work. She just looked down and covered her face with her free hand. She wait for the worst. She didn't know if he had moved on from her and possible found someone else. She didn't now what he feel for her anymore. She just knew she loved him so much and didn't want to have to watch him walk away. She just didn't want to lose the little family she had a month ago. She sat there and cried and slowly her body began to shake slightly from her sobs.

- tag : Jason/Zip
- notes : I've missed this so much. And she's been holding all her feeling back the past month and now she's kinda breaking down. ):
- words : 691
- music : my itunes on shuffle
- outfit : She's just wearing a pair of jeans and blue tee shirt. The baby is wearing a one piece suit that says daddy's girl on it. The one Jason picked out at the mall. (:
- credit : template brought to you by The_Actress. lyrics from icing by charity vance[/blockquote][/blockquote]

[zippyzip2010]

Jason had let her in and as soon as they started talking, the baby started fussing. He shut the front door and walked to the kitchen with her. He set his cigarettes down away from the baby and sipped at his beer a little. Mel had told him her name was Isabella. He smiled, liking that name. It fit well. Mel had talked quietly to the baby and finally got its bottle ready and was feeding her. He drank some of his beer again and she spoke agian. 'Honest life has been hell the last month. I could get a hold of you. My grandfather died. I had to go back home to deal with that. The wreck. Her coming. I've honestly been stressed. But now I feel at ease and safe here. She said. He sighed, he had missed alot. He shoulda been here for her.

"I'm sorry to hear that about your grandpa. And a wreck? You don't have any serious problems from it do you?" He asked a little worried about her health now. The baby though seemed really healthy to him. She went and sat on teh couch starting to cry after she spoke agian. 'I know things have been rough the pass month, Jason. But please don't leave me. I really need you right now. I just...I-I just. He listend to her words and he saw Belle sleeping so he took her from Mel so she wouldn't wake her up as she shook.

He held the baby in his far arm, and his nearest arm to Mel wrapped around her shoulders pulling her into him. "I ain't going anywhere like I did. I shoulda said no. I really should have. I'm sorry. I won't leave you. We have a family know, we need to stick together." He told her. While he was gone he got use to not having any committment to women. He hadn't slept with any girl while he was gone. All he did was talk, because deep down he loved Mel and he didn't know it.

He stood up with Belle and he took her to his room and laid her down in the middle bundled up and set pillows on the sides of her so she wouldn't roll off the bed. He came back and sat down on teh couch beside Mel. He pulled her up onto his lap. He kissed her lips gently. "Relax, everything is alright." He said letting his accent slip out that time, hoping maybe it would make her smile. He held her close to him, then offered the rest of his beer to her. "Have the rest, it might do you some good. And go take a few drags of a cigarette. I think it will help you out a little bit." She said rubbing her back gently. That wasn't a good thing to be smoking with a baby around, but Mel needed to release some stress somehow.

He finally got up and took her hand taking her back into the kitchen to get his cigarettes then outside on the back porch and lit one and took a drag. He handed the lit cigarette to her. He gave her a smile. "For once do something for yourself and not no one else, and take it" He said putting his arm around her hoping she would just take it and take a few drags and think about everything and not worry about the baby or everything else. If she kept it all in much longer and not relax she was gonna look like he expected her to look.

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[loneangel08]

[talking][thinking]

Mel sat there crying. She finally was letting it all out. Jason said he was sorry about her grandpa. she really didn't care. He had beat her as a child. She was glad he was gone. Then he asked if she had any serious problems from the wreck. 'Not really.' Her voice came quick and shaky. It was a bit of a lie. The wreck has scared her for life. A nasty cut across her left side from where she had been pinned in the truck. She felt Jason take Bella from her. He held there child and sat next to her. His free arm wrapped around her shoulders. He pulled her closer as he spoke. "I ain't going anywhere like I did. I shoulda said no. I really should have. I'm sorry. I won't leave you. We have a family know, we need to stick together." She looked up to him and smiled a little, but before she could say anything he stood up with Bella and walked off. She figured he was going to lay her down so she could sleep.

After a moment he came back and sat down next to her. He pulled her into his lap and she held her breath hoping to hide the pain. The presser of him pulling on her pulled at the stitches in her side. The pain pill she had took earlier was wearing off, so it wouldn't be much that she could hide it from him. She just didn't want to tell him just yet. She smiled when his lips met hers. It was only for a moment. He told her to relax that everything was alright. His accent slipped into his voice and she smiled to him. She had missed that so much. He pulled her closer and offered her his beer. He told her to have the rest that it might do her some good as well as a cigarette. She didn't move for a moment. She didn't feel right doing it now that she had the baby, but the pain pill was wearing off and both would easy the pain for a while. She took the beer from him and took a rather big sip from it.

After a moment he stood and took her hand. She stood up and followed him to the kitchen were he grabbed his cigarettes and then they walked out to the back porch. She watched him lit one up then take a drag off it. He smiled to her then said "For once do something for yourself and not no one else, and take it" He put his arm around her and she took it from him. She took a drag or two then handed it back to him. After a moment she stepped away from him. He needed to know. She looked up to him with a worried look. She took a deep breath and spoke. 'I kinda lied when I said not really about the wreck.' Her voice was calm with a bit of worry. She turned to her left side and slowly pulled up her shirt. She just ended up pulling off her shirt and laying it over her bra and holding it there. Now Jason could she the tapped bandage over her wound. It was starting to bleed through again from what she could see of it. She sighed. The wound began just below her shoulder blade going down across her side. It stopped just above her pants on her stomach. Without looking to Jason she spoke again. 'A drunk driver hit me going about 70. Hit the driver side front wheel. I ended up pinned and something from the truck cut me. The stress and shock sent me into to labor right there. I felt everything and it hurt so bad. By the time the EMT's got me to the hospital I had had her. I spent a week in there then had to wait for my new truck to be brought to me. Glad I got the insurance I did before I left. Anyway... She looked to him unsure of what else to say so she just stood there.

- tag : Jason/Zip
- notes : None
- words : 704
- music : my itunes on shuffle
- outfit : She's just wearing a pair of jeans and blue tee shirt. The baby is wearing a one piece suit that says daddy's girl on it. The one Jason picked out at the mall. (:
- credit : template brought to you by The_Actress. lyrics from icing by charity vance[/blockquote][/blockquote]

[zippyzip2010]

Jason had taken her outside to drink the rest of his beer and take a few drags of his cigarette. It wasn't good to be doing that but she had a stressful month and she owed it to herself. Jason hand't drank a whole lot while he was gone or smoked so it felt good to take a few drags himself. She took the cigarette from him and took a couple drags then handed it back to him. She then pulled up her shirt and started to explain the gross gash along her side.

A drunk driver hit her, she had Belle in teh truck before the EMT's could get her. He looked at her. He felt so bad for leaving her here. He felt like a worthless man. "I'm glad your ok babe." He said softly feeling bad. He looked down at his dog and finished the cigarette. He put it out and stuck it in his old coffee can full of cigarette butts. He leaned against the porch rail. "Put your shirt back on. You're killing me." He said, not only was the gash gross to look at, he hadn't had s.ex in so long looking at her body was bothering him. He knew she wasn't up for doing anything like that with the gash on her side, and it still bleeding to boot.

He petted Sadie then sighed. "You know I wanted to go on that trip really bad. I wanted to think about my life and where it was headed and what I wanted to do, without any problems. My phone really was lost and I truely had no service. But not talking to anyone but my dad was really nice I won't lie. " he paused and stuck his hands in his pockets. "Before I left, I wasn't sure if I wanted to stick around. But now that I'm back and thought about everything, I come to realize that I like you alot, actually I love you Mel. I thought about the baby coming and I was hoping you would still be pregnant when I got back so I could watch everything and her grow up." He said and sniffled alittle trying not to cry himself.

"I couldn't even look at a girl and flirt with her while I was gone, that's how much I love you. I usually could have, but I couldn't. It was weird. I couldn't figure it out for the longest time til a couple days before I came back. I love you Mel." He finally said, feeling good to say it finally to her face. "I want to make this work. I want to be a father and someday i want to marry you and be a true family and be with you forever." He said. It wasn't a proposal with a ring or anything he was just telling her how he felt and what he had thought about all that time he was gone.

He stepped up to her and put his hands on her neck pulled her closer so he would't grab her side. He kissed her passionately. He kissed her for a while and pulled away and smiled. ' Let's go to your place tonight. You look like your hurting, and Belle will be more comfortable there too."He said walked her in the house and went and got Belle. While he was up there he picked her up and kissed her forehead. "Sorry Belle for not being there the last couple weeks. i love you too." He said to her quietly then walked her downstairs.

"You want me to drive? "He asked walking to the door and out to her truck. He put Belle in her carseat gently while she still slept. He looked back to Mel wondering what her anwser was.

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[loneangel08]

[talking][thinking]

She frowned as she saw it form in his eyes. This was why she didn't want him to know. She didn't want him to feel bad. It wasn't his fault. It's wasn't because he had been there. Even if he had been in the truck there wasn't much he could've done. When she saw in his eyes she wish she hadn't showed him. She slapped herself mentally. Yea he would've found out sooner or later, but he probably would have felt the same. His voice rang in her ear. He said that he was glad she was ok. His voice was soft, but she hear a tone that showed a truth to the fact he felt bad. She watched him as he put out the cigarette in an old coffee can down by his feet. He then told her put her short down that it was killing him. She sighed and slowly pulled her shirt back on. Her face twisted in pain as she did.

She looked to him as he petted Sadie. She stepped forward to tell him not to feel bad he spoke. She stopped and listened to every heart felt word that came from his mouth. She teared up a bit as she spoke. The last part gave her butterflies and her heart screamed out as a loving warmth filled her body. As he finished he stepped closer and wrapped his arms around her neck. His lips met hers in a passionate kiss. She kissed him back deeply as a flame burned excitedly in her heart. He pulled away with a smile. He told her that they should go to her house for the night. That she looked like she was hurting and Bella would be more comfortable. As He stepped to walked away she caught his hand with her left arm. She felt a painful putting in her side but she didn't care at this moment. She look at him. Love burning in her eyes. She knew he hadn't really proposed and that he didn't have a ring, but she didn't care. 'Jason. I know you didn't really propose or that you don't have a ring. I don't care. I'd love to be your be wife. Ring or no ring. It doesn't matter to me. I love you more than ever and it would make me so happy to be your wife and be with your forever.' Her voice came loving and full of truth. It also held excited vibe to it.

She walked on into the house and got Bella's bag and waited for him to come back down stairs with Bella. She walked out with and called for Sadie as she did. Summer would love to play with her old friend. She watched Jason put Bella in her car seat, then moved to the back passager door and opened it so Sadie could get in. She climbed in and layed in the back seat. She finally turned to Jason answer his question about if she wanted him to drive. 'Yea you can drive. I'll sit in the middle.' She smiled and kiss his cheek as she slipped by him and climbed in the passager side. She eased over Bella's car seat so not to wake her. She seat down and dug through her back. After a moment she found the keys to her truck. She handed them to Jason as he climbed in. She smiled and leaned up against him as they pulled out of him driveway. She couldn't help but smile.

- tag : Jason/Zip
- notes : Hope you don't mind me power playing Sadie. (: So in love with this! <3
- words : 610
- music : my ipod on shuffle
- outfit : She's just wearing a pair of jeans and blue tee shirt. The baby is wearing a one piece suit that says daddy's girl on it. The one Jason picked out at the mall. (:
- credit : template brought to you by The_Actress. lyrics from icing by charity vance[/blockquote][/blockquote]

[zippyzip2010]

Jason went to walk into the house and was grabbed by Mel and she spoke. 'Jason. I know you didn't really propose or that you don't have a ring. I don't care. I'd love to be your be wife. Ring or no ring. It doesn't matter to me. I love you more than ever and it would make me so happy to be your wife and be with your forever.' She said. He smiled big listening to her words. He wasn't sure when he would get a ring. It probably wouldn't be for a little while because he wanted to make sure they could get along, go on dates and get to know each other more before they dove into it. Just because they had a kid didn't mean him and her would work out. But he was going to try to keep together.

He got Bella and went out to the car and put the little girl in her seat and got in and started it when she handed him teh keys. He hadn't drove a car in so long it felt weird. After a few minutes he arrived at her place. He kissed Mel's cheek and got out and took Bella out of the carseat and carried her inside gently to not wake her up. He found her crib and set her in it gently and covered her up with a blanket. He took his hat and boots off in Mel's bedroom and looked around a moment. Things looked a bit different.

He went back out and took the bags from Mel at the door and took it to Bella's room and set it down on a chair. He took Sadie to teh backyard to play with Summer. He walked to the kitchen grabbing some water and drank a glass. He looked to Mel. He fixed up a small sandwich for Mel and sat her down at teh table. Babe, sit down. Eat this and take your pain meds." He said. He knew pain meds could affect your liver if you didn't take it with food.

He sat down beside her and watched her. "You really do look good though. I thought you would have bags under your eyes and still have the baby fat and what not. But you don't. You look just like you did." When she finished, he walked to her room and took his shirt off and pants, along with his socks. He crawled into her bed, tiredly. He was glad he was back. He really did miss her. He got back up and grabbed some earings on their paper with a ripped off price tag. "I do have these for you though. I almsot forgot I had them." He said. The earrings were of a running horse. He held them out to her as he crawled back into bed.

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[loneangel08]

[talking][thinking]

As they pulled into her driveway she smiled. Before Jason got out he kissed her cheek which made her smile grow. She sat in the truck for a moment and watched Jason take Bella inside. She moved out of the truck and let Sadie out. She was met by Jason at the door. He took the diaper bag from her and took it to her room. Sadie followed him to the back door so he could go let her play with Summer. As he did this she walked to the kitchen and sat down at the table. She felt a pulling in her side. She still in a way wishes she hadn't showed him it, but then again no matter when she told him would him not feel that way. As he walked into the room she looked up and watched him. He got a glass and filled it with water. He drank it than started to make a sandwich, but as he finished and sat it in front of her she looked up at him a bit surprised. She wasn't expecting it.

Jason told her to sit and eat. That she needed to take her pain meds. She picked up the sandwich and took a bite. He sat down next to her as he started to talk to her. She ate and listened to him. She listened as she told her how good she looked and what he had expected her to look like. She half smiled to him as she stood up. He stood and walked to her room, but she didn't follow. She headed for the bathroom. She pulled her shirt off as she stood in front of the mirror. She looked at herself for a moment. Jason's words had been very sweet. She should have looked like he had said, but she didn't. She sighed to herself. She may have looked ok but all she did theses days is sleep and soon she wouldn't be able to do that. She had to start back to work and she needed to work Scream and Aero.

She looked away from the mirror and took off her bra. She reached her right hand around her left side but stopped. She turned and closed the bathroom door and locked it. She didn't want Jason to see nor did she want his help. Yea that sounds kinda mean but this wound was not his fault and she didn't him to feel bad that he wasn't there or for her. She had learn over the past few months being strong was what she had to be. Not for herself, but for her daughter. She reached her right hand around her left side again until her fingers found the end of the bandage that was just under her shoulder blade. She slowly pulled it off as her face twisted in pain. After moment she had it off. She didn't even looked at it. She just grabbed a rag. She wet it with some hot water. She gentle whipped her wound clean. When she was done she walked back to her room with a towel covering her chest.

She stepped though the doorway and made her way to her dresser. She wrapped the towel around her upper body so both of her hands were free. She stood over her dresser and made a new bandage. As she finished she let the towel drop from around her. Jason could now see how bad the wound actually was. Mel grabbed the bandage in her right hand placed it gently over her wound. After she was done she pulled a white tee from one of the drawers. She pulled it over her head. She looked at herself in the mirror again. Pain tingled in her side, but she didn't want to take the meds. They made her feel so tired. She turned around as she heard Jasons voice. Her eyes found his handing her something. She stepped to the end of the bed and took it from him. She found in her hands a beautiful pair of earrings of running horses. She looked to him and gave him a big smile. 'Thanks, Jason. They are beautiful.' She walked back to her dresser and placed them in her top drawer.

She walked over to Bella crib and gently picked the child up. She walked over to the other side of the bed and crawled into the bed next to Jason. She turned her back to him and place Bella beside her. As she pulled the covers over her she kissed Bella's forehead. She layed there and waited for Jason to move closer to her. She had missed him being so close like this. She was glad to have him back. She hoped they would be together for a while.

- tag : Jason/Zip
- notes : Sorry fir the wait. <3
- words : 813
- music : my ipod on shuffle
- outfit : She's just wearing a pair of jeans and blue tee shirt. The baby is wearing a one piece suit that says daddy's girl on it. The one Jason picked out at the mall. (:
- credit : template brought to you by The_Actress. lyrics from icing by charity vance[/blockquote][/blockquote]

[zippyzip2010]

Jason got into bed and was laying down, waiting for Mel to come lay down too. She had brought Belle into the bed as well and cuddled up to her. He didn't like that idea to swell. He hoped she wouldn't do that for long, it creates bad habits for the baby when he got a little older. He let it go though for now. He scooted up closer to her and laid his arm over her hip, so not to touch her gash on her side. "Night babe" He said and kissed her shoulder. He laid his head down on teh pillow and started to fall asleep.

In the morning he yawned hearing Belle cooing to herself. Mel looked like she was still asleep so he got up and took Belle outta the bed and kissed Mel's cheek. He took her to change her diaper and made her a bottle as she lay on the living room floor on a blanket. He came back and took her in his arms and sat down on the lazy boy chair and rocked her as she drank her bottle.

He heard Summer and Sadie outside whining for food. After Belle finished her bottle he put her back on the floor with some toys and fed the dogs outside really quick. He petted Sadie adn Summer both, praising them. Then went back in to watch Belle. He made himself a bowl of cereal and ate it as he watched some tv, keeping an eye out on Belle.

[sorry its short!!]

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[loneangel08]

[talking][thinking]

Mel woke up feeling sick. She looked around really quick and found Jason and Bella gone. At the moment that was a good thing. She got out of the bed quick and rushed to the bathroom. She kneeled down by the toliet and throw up in it. It only lasted a moment and she felt fine. Well thats what she told herself. She hoped it was a side effect from thr pain meds she was on. This is why she had stopped taking them. She cleaned herself up and brushed her teeth. She stood there and looked into the mirror. She frowned to herself. Was she still falling apart. She had Jason back; well for now anyway. And she had her daughter. Why was she still feeling so empty inside? She shoke her head and washed her face again. She dried her face and took a deep breath. She let it go as she walked out of the bathroom to find Jason and Bella. She put on a smile hoping he wouldn't see they emptyness she was feeling.

She walked into the livingroom to find Jason eatting a bowl of cereal and Bella playing on the floor. She smiled to them. 'Good morning, love.' Her tone sweet and kind to Jason. She walked over to where Bella was laying on the floor. She sat down and picked the child up. The little girl giggled and made a face at her. 'Awe. Your gonna make faces at mommy now. Is that it?' She cooed to Bella. The child squeeled in delight. And before Mel could even think the sick feeling was back. She layed Bella down gentle as her face turned pale. She got up quickly and ran to the bathroom again. Once more she throw up. As she had bent down there was a painful pulling and she scream. She was know bent over on her knees in the bathroom floor gripping her side. Blood stained her shirt. She had ripped the stitches from her wound. She was know wish had took her pain pill. The pain was so much. And she still felt so sick. What was wrong with her? She had ate last night. Which to be honest she hadn't been eatting a lot in the last few weeks. She just never felt hungry.

After a moment walked about to livingroom. There at the door way her she fell weakly to the floor. She bent over on her knees again. She looked over to Jason for help. 'Jason somethings wrong. I'm feeling so weak and sick, and I just ripped my stitches open.' Her voice weak and low. She layed over on her good side. The blood stained side of her shirt now in visiable. Both hand gripping her side. She had suddenly became so weak and she could really move with out feeling drained. She looked to Bella then to Jason. Fear and worry clear in her eyes.

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- notes : Sorry for the wait and the crappy post. It just my mood at the moment.
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- music : my ipod on shuffle
- outfit : She's just wearing a pair of jeans and blue tee shirt. The baby is wearing a one piece suit that says daddy's girl on it. The one Jason picked out at the mall. (:
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Jason looked at Mel as she come downstairs. He smiled, "Good morning." He smiled and watched her with Belle. He grinned, glad he got home to do his part in this little family of his. He noticed Mel running back to the bathroom, in a hurry. He raised and eyebrow and looked around the corner to see where she went. He got up and put his bowl in the sink after rinsing it off. He noticed mel come back into sight.

He turned around and grabbed a glass of water and sipped at it looking out the window at the dogs. He heard a thud on the floor and he spun around quickly, seeing it was Mel. He put the glass down. 'Jason somethings wrong. I'm feeling so weak and sick, and I just ripped my stitches open.' She said and he quickly walked over to her and saw she was bleeding through her shirt. "Ok, stay calm and let me get Bella out to the truck. I will come back and get you."He said worried also.

He quickly grabbed Bella and her diaper bag with extra supplies in it and took her out to her car. He put her in teh car seat and buckled her in, turnign the car on and lettin the air conditioning run. He jogged back into the house and grabbed a towl and pulled up Mel's shirt and set it on her rather big gash. "Hold that there so it has something to bleed through. Keep pressure on it." He said and picked her up and took her to the car.

He set her in teh passenger side and kissed her cheek. He ran around the car and got in teh drivers side and pulled outta the driveway. He drove to the hospital quickly, but safely. He glanced at Mel frequently along the way. Once there he pulled up to the emergency room and got out. He carried her inside and they took her in immediately after he told them her stitches broke and that she fell to the ground weak, and said seh probably threw up because her breathe smelt like it.

He went back out and drove the car around to park. He got Bella out with teh carseat and grabbed the diaper back and carried it inside to teh waiting room to wait for someone to tell him he could go see Mel. He sat there worried, watching Bella as she slept in the carseat. He didn't know what was going on, he was rather confused. He just wish he woulda stayed around and never went on that trip. But people make mistakes and learn from them.

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