You Spin My Head Right Round {Kate}

[loneangel08]

After find out his win he'd pulled Kate into his arms. After a moment they talked and decided to head to her house. She'd given him directions. He said he'd met her there. He cooled down Knight for the afternoon. He groomed him in his stable. Quickly he feed his horse their feed for the afternoon. He grabbed his helmet and bag only to pretty much bound to his bike in the parking lot. Kate had more than likely already left he didn't see her four runner. He fired the black bike to life and headed to her house. Speeding most of the way he soon made his way to her house. She found her waiting outside her house. He slid the bike to a stop at the curb. He loved his bike. He pulled off his helmet and smiled to her.

He placed on the kick stand and left the helmet and bag the bike. He walked up to the porch to her. He walked straight to her and kissed her deeply. He stepped toward her, slightly pushing her into the door. The raging fire within him burned his skin as he kissed her. 'Tell if you don't like anything. I'm here to please you and to show you what I've wanted to show you before it all fell apart. I'll only do it if you want it.' His voice but a whisper in her ear. There was a low growl in his throat as he kissed her neck then stepped back from her.

[Kate Hudson]

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Kate met him at her place, and parked her truck in her parking spot. Before she stepped out, she fixed her hair, and then got out and saw him drive up. She walked up the stairs and smiled. She was about to say ' welcome' when he swiftly walked up the stairs and took her into his arms and kissed her deeply. She was taken by surprise, and put her arms around his neck. She was back up to the door, feeling his press gently into her, and his hands running down her body. She knew what he wanted to do, but would she let him. Did she want to risk her heart like that? Would she risk letting him in, and hoped that he would stay true? She felt him kiss down her neck, and she bit her lip as his caressed her neckline.

She thought about it, and reached into her pocket and pulled out her keys. She gently pushed him off, and slowly turned to unlock her door to let him in. Once they were in, she closed the door, and let him look around as she went to the hallway to turn off the alarm system. She walked back and saw him looking around. She folded her arms and waited for his reaction, and for him to say something.

[loneangel08]

Bentley felt her push him off of her. He stepped back an sure look passed over his face. She hadn't said a word. There in that moment he decided if she wanted it it would be her move. He wasn't gonna push her. He understood it had been forever since they had seen each other. It wasn't the sex he wanted really. It was more of a wanting just to be close to her to fall into her. Yes Ben enjoyed sex just as much as any other guy but he wanted it to be special with her. Not like with the other girls he had been with. He throw them around gave them a show and fucked them. With her it had never been like that; but he was the reason she probably thought that's all he wanted. The old Bentley yes; but the Bentley that stood here now had grown up quit a bit over the pass two years. He'd drunk himself into the bottom of every bottom. Broke the heart of every girl that looked his way. Finally after a year he realized nothing would fix his running away.

Kate unlocked the door and lead him in. She closed the door and walked out of veiw. Ben hadn't seen where to he was to busy beening amazed by her house. It was so beautiful. It was modern yet held a rustic feel to it. He turned to find her watch him. "Great place. It's beautiful. And way better than mine.' He smiled to her. He looked around again. A smirk acrossed his face as a thought crossed his mind. He was suppose to be the rude, rich boy and look at where she lived. He moved on to what looked like the livingroom. He found the couch to sit on. He sat down kinda half slid of the set. His elbow on the arm rest and his hand on his chin. He looked at the way he'd entered and waited for her to come in.

[[Pretty much at the end he's sitting on the couch like he is it the picture above. xP]]

[Kate Hudson]

Two years ago, Kate moved here with enough money to live off very comfortably, and so she worked hard at making this place hers. She did however have a little bit of help from a designer from New York, but most of the work was her. A plastic, feather-like chandelier hung in the center of the living room when you enter, and off to the left was a slight winding staircase that led to the den, and then another set of small stairs that led to the master suite and a guest room down the hall. Some of the settings in the house were still original. The fireplace is original, the flooring in the upstairs was original, as well as the staircases. Here and there on the walls were various paintings in the downstairs, and on the upper two floors were photographs that she had either taken, or bought. The only exception was a peaceful photo of her and Jubilant that hung above the fireplace.To put it all in a nutshell, about eighty-five percent of the house had turned over to the modern style. The kitchen was all new, that she had redone last month, and she hardly used it because she ate out most of the time. In the corner laid Max, and he watched Ben closely. He may like Ben, but this was his home and he kept it safe.

Kate stepped away once more and took off her jacket to hang it in the hallway closet. She came back, and saw him still looking around. Admiring the craftsmanship of of the shelves, and checked out the art and chandelier. She had two gin and tonics in her hands and smiled when he complimented her home. " Thank you, I had it redone a month after I moved here. The upstairs is a wreck though, so I'd suggest staying down here when it is clean," she chuckled and sipped her drink. She followed him into the living room, watching him sit down on her corner leather couch, and sat there and looked at her. What was he thinking? He had that look of mystery, and he just looked at her. She walked over, and sat on the couch across from his and crossed her leg.

[loneangel08]

Bentley just sat there lost in thought as he look around. His mood had changed quit a bit. Not even ten minutes before he felt he might lost himself and do something stupid. He knew she probably wasn't ready to let him back in that quick. Kate just got under his skin sometimes. She set off in ways he hadn't known possible. Ben found himself wondering if she'd just push him away and tell him to after she'd had enough of him. It'd hurt and he'd know he had it coming. In an odd way he wanted her to put him on his ass. He wanted her to make him hurt like he'd hurt her. He had figured today wouldn't have quit gone the way it had. Why hadn't she yelled at him? Got anger? At first it seemed to go that way but everything had seem to quickly change after Jericho dumped her.

He shook the thoughts from his head. About that time she sat down on the couch in front of him. She crossed her leg as he smiled to her. His blue eyes drifted to the fireplace and that's when he seen it. It was a picture of Kate and Jubilant. His eyes flickered back to Kate. Why had he left her like that? Why had aloud himself to cause her more pain when she needed him to hold her? It ate at him so bad in that moment. His body tensed. He leaned over his knees like maybe he'd be hit hard in the gut. His hands entangled on the back of his head as his elbows met his knees. The memories of them where tearing him wide open. He took in a deep breath as his body tensed again.

How could Kate look at him like she did? How could she still maybe want him? He was an ass. A jerk. Question after question raced into Bentley's mind. His body screamed out to him. This is why he'd drank so much in the last two years. He'd fought himself like this so many times. She needed someone better than him. Someone who wouldn't hurt her. His fingers clinched in first as he breath in deep again. There was an aching pain the took over his body. He was breakdown again. He didn't want her to see this but maybe it would make her truly see he hadn't go off scott free the past two years.

[Kate Hudson]

Kate sat there and looked at him, her stare unwavering, and it was like she was killing him with just her looking at him. She rested her Gin and Tonic glass on the arm of the couch, and slowly ran her finger around the rim of the glass. She felt hurt years ago, but she had changed and had gone through a lot to get to who she is now. She watched him, and saw how hurt he was as if she could look right through him like a mirror. It was as if she were an evil witch who was hell-bent on making his life a nightmare after what he did to her. No, she was above that now. She did not seek revenge on him, but wanted to see him for the new person that he was. This wasn't her fault. She sipped her drink, leaned forward, and set it on the table. She looked at him and slightly leaned forward, " I can tell you're probably beating yourself up right now about our past, but... I forgave you a long time ago Bentley Colman. I forgive you." She told him this and slowly stood up and walked over to him and sat next to him and placed her hand on his. She deserved better than him, but it was he whom she wanted. She placed her hand on his cheek, and had her look at him. She looked into his eyes and then kissed him.

After they kissed for a few minutes, she pulled away and looked at him. She pressed her forehead to his and kissed him once more. She slowly stood and held his hand. " You can stay here tonight, follow me,"she said softly and led him up the stairs. She felt his hand wrap around hers, as if he never wanted to let her go, and she looked at him. She showed him the guest bath and where he could sleep. " I'll go get you some towels and a change of clothes," she said and stepped away for a moment. She placed the materials on the bed and went to her own room, and stripped off her clothes.

[loneangel08]

Bentley heard her speak. She knew it. She could he was beating himself up. The way his name flowed out of her mouth and the words I forgive you. They rocked his body. She had forgiven him. A sigh slipped from his lips. He's never forgive himself but at least she could. He felt her sit next to him. Her warmth flowed to him. The power of her could totally tear him apart one moment then have him begging to be closer to her. Before he realized it her hand was on his cheek turning his face to hers. His eyes had turned a duel blue as if they were losing their color. Her green ones made him hold his breath. His eyes flashed shut and she was kissing him.

There is all came again. His hands met her neck as he kissed her back. It that moment she had hardly said much but with a touch of her hand and that kiss. Oh, she had him begging again. Had his body aching as the fire within burned once more. After a moment she pulled away. She told him she could stay here tonight to follow her. As Bentley followed he found his hand wrapping tightly into hers. She had lead him to the guess bedroom and bath. "I'll go get you some towels and a change of clothes." With those words she stepped out of the room. As she stepped back in all Ben could do was watch her. He still couldn't speak yet. He watched her walk away again, but she didn't come back this time.

Bentley throw himself onto the bed with even really looking around. He pulled his phone from his pocket and found his pandora app. He turned it to the rock station he liked. The song last resort came on by papa roach. He urn the volume on the up as loud as it would go. He lost himself in the song. He didn't wanna think anymore right now.

[Kate Hudson]

Kate kissed him on the cheek one last time, and slowly back away before leaving his room. She walked across the hall to her room, and slightly closed her door. She let her hair down from the ponytail, taking off the majority of her clothes, and taking off her lucky necklace. She took a deep breath and looked at herself in the mirror. What was she doing, why was she letting him stay here under her roof, and let all those temptations come crawling in. She combed her fingers through her hair, and sat on her bed for a moment, resting her elbows on her knees, and looking down. She looked at the full length mirror, touching her lips, and did a small smile. Were they falling in love again? No, she stood up and walked around, and put her hands on her sides. As tempting as it was, she could not allow herself to feel that way, but she had a weak spot for people when they are vulnerable.

She looked at the door, and could hear the Papa Roach song. What an odd song choice, so she started to wonder what made him choose it. She was tempted to go and ask, but what could it hurt to just do it. She threw on just her shirt and walked across the hall. She stopped, and lightly knocked on the door. " Everything alright in there," she said, but got no answer. She stood there and placed her hands on the door, and pressed her forehead as if he were just on the other side doing the same thing. She pressed away and walked back to her room. She took off the remainder of her clothes and got into the shower.

The sight of her body in the shower could make any man weak. The water ran through her hair, and down her slim figure. She washed her body, and just stood there for a moment.

[loneangel08]

Bentley layed on the bed still listening to the music playing from his phone. His mind never easing up for a moment. His body ached as he found the need to run. He couldn't do that he told her he wouldn't. His eyes where tracing the ceiling as he heard a knock at the door. Kate's voice could be heard on the other side. Ben set up in the bed. He slowly walked to the door going to open it but stopped himself just as his fingers almost touch the knob. He couldn't face her right now. She couldn't find out what was racing through him mind. No she could never know. She could never know the monster he'd finally finished becoming after he left her. No one ever could. His body tensed again as the monster claws at his insides.

Ben began pacing the room. Things around him became a blur as he was ever moving never stopping. His mind raced to the ways he'd learned over the past two year of dealing with it all. With his parents never really caring or loving him. His running from Kate. All the drugs, partys, girls, and thrill runs. His darker side was getting the best of him. He had to stop it. He'd probably lose Kate forever if she ever knew the truth. He stopped at the door. Staring it down for a moment. Before he could stop it he was walking up to the door and opening it. Ben stood in the door way looking for his options. He looked down the hall to his exit, them to the door that probably the door to Kate's bedroom. The sound of a running shower was faint behind the door.

Bentley looked back to his exit as his hands gripped the door frame tightly. He turned only to grabbed his phone then was stepping out the door way. Suddenly he stopped halfway down the hallway. He turned back to look at Kate's door. Within that same moment her heard the shower turn off. He looked back to the exit, but her shook his head. No. He walked to Kate's door. He wanted to knock. He wanted to talk to her, but what would he say? Hey I totally have this problem...well problems and I left again. So he just found himself stand at her door trying to deciding what to do.

[Kate Hudson]

Was this all a mistake? Inviting him in, and letting his stay the night after just running into him for one day? She doing this all wrong! She let the hot water trickle down her body, and she pressed her hands against the wall and stared at the water going down the drain. She immediately shut off the water, making fists with her hands, and stood back up. It was all coming back. She was still mad at him, and she never really got to let her anger out. She had just left it inside to fester, putting on a smile, and just telling people that she was fine. She wasn't really fine, and only bringing Bentley back into her life made it worse. She stepped out of the shower, and wrapped a towel around her body. Would sleeping with him solve her problems? NO! That would only make things worse, and she walked out of the bathroom. She looked at her bedroom door, and saw a little bit of Bentley through the crack of the door.

She walked over to her closet and got her short boxers, and a tank top on. She let her hair dry naturally, hung up her towel, and paced around her room. She rested her hands on her hips, and bit her lip. She was letting all these emotions resurface, and she was drowning. She shook her head and closed her eyes. Taking a deep breath, she reopened her eyes, and saw him still outside her door. Perhaps she should go over and invite him in? She took two steps forward and slowly reached out her hand, put pulled herself back. She looked away and just walked over to her bed, and sat cross-legged in the center of her bed. She held her phone in her hand, and tried to think of someone to call. Logan? He'd get all protective and beat Ben to a pulp. Her mother? She was in Japan for a conference. She pushed her phone to the edge of the bed and fell back on the pillows.

She felt her eyes get a little watery, and she breathed deeply, and tried not to cry. Not with Bentley out in the hall probably still. She looked at the ceiling, and bit her lip as a few tears came down her face. She just thought to herself that she really had the worst luck with men. First her father, leaving her and her mother. Then there was Collin and then Mark in college. Both of them now happily married. She hoped that Logan would be the one, but he ended still having feelings for his ex, and that truly broke her heart. Finally, there's Bentley. A man so wrapped up in mystery, that she is afraid to give into him ,and possibly getting hurt. She clutched a pillow to her stomach and softly cried, and prayed that Ben could not hear her.

[loneangel08]

Bentley found himself standing outside her door for what seemed forever. He finally stepped back. He stepped back until his back met the wall behind him. No no. If he entered her room it would all go wrong. They had just met again and it was moving all to fast. His fist meet the wall only to rock the frames that hung on it. What the hell was he still doing here? He should leave. He looked down the hall then back to her door. His body rocked from the temptation of leaving but even more so of the women that was behind the door before him. His teeth clenched as a low growl formed in his throat.

He looked to the door and stepped forward. He knocked on the door. 'Kate, if you'd like I wanna take you out have a little fun.....if you don't wanna I think I'm just gonna go home.' His voice was little uneven. Where he'd take her he wasn't sure. He just knew at this point it was her go with him or he leave and do something really crazy like always. As he waited he played with his phone.  Turning on his pandora again. He turned the volumed down so only he could hear it.  He looked at her door again. 'I'll be waiting in the kitchen if you want to come.'

Bentley stepped away from the door and moved down the hallway. He took in the house again as he listened to simple man play from his phone. It was a grand looking house. He smiled  to himself. He never knew Kate was good at decorating houses. He really liked her taste in things. Soon he found himself in the kitchen. Max suddenly appeared at his feet. He had really missed this dog. He reached down and loved on him a bit. 'Hey there buddy. Long time no see. Miss you and throwing the disc around for you.' After a moment he stood up and looked around again. He really hoped Kate would come with him. Maybe she would or maybe she'd just tell him to go ahead and leave. He stood there leaning against the counter waiting to see what she was gonna do.

[Kate Hudson]

Kate had finished crying, and wiped away her tears. She combed her fingers through her hair, sitting up on her bed, and heard his offer to go out and have fun. What kind of fun? She sat there in bed, and looked at a picture of her and Logan taken at the barn. He had his arms around her, and their cheeks pressed together. She smiled, and looked away. She slowly sat up, and walked around. Going out with Ben, where would they go, and what would they do? Probably take her to a club in the next town over. That was his thing, right? Always the party hound that one. She smiled though at the thought, getting to spend some time with Ben.

She walked to her closet, and tried to pick out something to wear. Dark washed jeans were a must! She went through all her jeans, throwing some on the bed, and she finally found the right ones and squeezed herself into them. She turned around and looked at herself in them. Still could fit a size 4! Woohoo! She smiled and then went for a top. Considering that she had no clue where they were going, it was going to be hard to decide on a top. It wasn't too cold out, thinking if they were even going to be outside, so maybe a nice spaghetti string top. She held some in front of her, throwing some on the bed, and throwing some on the ground. She went to her next closet, and tried to find one to wear.

She finally decided on one and put on a simple necklace that she bought at a thrift shop last week. She looked at herself in the mirror and smiled. She slipped on some flats and quietly opened her door. She walked down the stairs, and walked to the kitchen. She wasn't even in the kitchen yet, when Max heard her footsteps and ran to her, and she smiled. She stood there outside the kitchen and looked at Ben. Her eyes slightly puffy, but she put on a smile for him. " So where did you have in mind?" she asked and fidgeted with her hair.

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[loneangel08]

Bentley looked around the kitchen. Where was he gonna take her? He could try to find a romance place, but he wasn't good at that. The club? That seemed to expected of him. Humm. What to do? Maybe he could ask her where she wanted to go? Make the night about her seeing that is night was suppose to be. The deal had been for a night she was his and he would show her how he could really treat a women. His word could've been taking any way and he had figure how she thought he had wanted it to go. It had started that way but after some thinking Ben realize it was time to do this a different way. So it was finally he was gonna ask her where she'd like to go.

Soon Bentley found himself looking up to see Kate walking in. He smiled to her. 'Your Beautiful, Kate. His voice was sweet as his eyes traced her body. He stood up straight as she spoke to him. "So where did you have in mind?" Her hands moving to play with her hair. Again Ben's mind ran through his options. After a moment he looked to her again with that grin of his. 'Well I guess we could go to the town over and hit some clubs or bars. Thought I heard theres a party going on tonight in the wood at a friend of mines place. If your not up for that guess it's your choice where we go.' He walked up to her with his smile still on his lips. His hand met her neck as he kissed her forehead. After a moment stepped away again. 'You really are beautiful. I mean it.

Bentley stepped out of the kitchen and moved toward the door. 'You may want to grab a jacket seeing all I have it my bike.' He told her and stepped out the door. He slowly walked to his bike wondering how this night was gonna go. This thing with Kate was becoming relentless. It was like no matter how many times he seemed to show her he was no good for her she came back. Each time Ben found himself unable to tell her no as well. HE stood by his bike and waited for her.

[Kate Hudson]

Kate smiled when he told her she was beautiful. She doesn't hear that very often from guys, and sometimes she didn't feel that way because she was mostly in riding breeches, and covered in dirt in some way. She also didn't dress up a lot either. She stopped playing with her hair and gently kissed him, and placed her hands on his sides when he approached her. He made her weak in the knees, her head would spin, and he knew how to work her that way. He was bad for her, his past was dark, but then so was hers. She knew he was afraid to break her heart again, but that was a chance she was willing to take with him if he would let her in. She stood close to him, gently resting her hands on the top of his jeans, and clung to his shirt. She looked into his eyes, and smiled. Would he let her in? Maybe not tonight, but maybe eventually.

She looked at him, and listened to him as he named a few options. Going to the club sounded fun, but she wasn't in a clubbing mood tonight. She wanted it to be just him and her without a lot of noise. Going to the woods did sound like fun. This would give her a chance to see how he acted around his friends, and maybe they could get closer. She gave him a pondering look, " Hmmmmm, let's go and see your friend. If that's okay with you. I don't really feel like going to a club tonight," she said and gave him a little smile and kissed him deeply and gently. She let go of his shirt and put her arms around his neck. She pulled away and smiled at his comment, You really are beautiful. I mean it.' She smiled and kissed him once more. " I'll get my coat," she whispered in the kiss and stepped away and went to grab her coat as he walked out.

When he stepped out, she smiled, and spun around in place. She was happy in this moment. She walked to the closet and got her coat and went outside. She put her hair in a ponytail, and took the helmet when he offered it, and swung on behind him. She gently placed her arms around his midsection and inched in close to him.

[loneangel08]

Bentley smiled as Kate took his helmet and climbed on the bike behind him. So they were off to his friends house. This night was gonna prove interesting after all. Kate was about to see the life he'd come live over the past two years. Guess it was now or never. He roared the bike to life as her arms wrapped around his mid section. With a small twist of the handle they were off. He headed to the other side of town. His mind wondered to how this night would end. Kate was about to walk into his world of coping. This wouldn't probably be a party she was use to. Here there was lot of drugs, alcohol and lots of other wild things going on. He needed saving; but Ben didn't know how to tell Kate and make her understand. Would Kate run? Would she hate him? Would he lose her forever after this?

Soon they where pulling into an old dirt road. They drove about a mile down the dirt road before pulling into a driveway. They pulled up to a older looking two story house. A few lights glowed in the lower level of the house as music could be heard in the distance as he cut the bike off. He move gentle off the bike and helped Kate off before balancing it on it's kick stand. He smiled to her. 'Follow me. You may want to stick close.' He turned and headed around the house. The music got louder. He spotted some of his friends around the fire. He smiled to Kate but stopped short when his icy blue eyes caught Kegan stand of to the side with some of his friends. Anger stained Ben's face turning it hard. That night flashed to his mind.

Ben and Kegan's eyes met and they stared at each other. Kegan grin. 'Boy, Do you need your ass kicked again?' The cowboy yelled to him with a laugh. Bentley's hand tighten into fist as he wanted to hit the hick. Surprising though Ben looked away and lead Kate to the fire where his friends where. Ben hated Kegan so much. They had got into it a few nights back here and Kegan had handed his ass to him. Bentley stood by the fire and found himself lost in thought.