Post by ember on Jan 6, 2011 19:17:44 GMT -5
[EMBER] STANDS AT THE TOP OF THE STAIRS
[/color][/font]AS SHE'S LEAVING HER FATHER STARES
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WHAT HAS SHE COME TO?
[/color]ANOTHER BOY SHE RUNS TO TONIGHT[/font][/center]
NICKNAMES: Emmy (prefers not), Candi (at work)
GENDER: Female
AGE: 21 years
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Heterosecual
CANON OR ORIGINAL: original[/color][/font]
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POWERLESS HE JUST SHAKES HIS HEAD
[/color]HE'S DISAPPOINTED AND OFF TO BED[/font][/center]
HAIR: blonde, length changing often from shorter than shoulder length to midback
EYES: Blue
HEIGHT & WEIGHT: 5’2” 110 pounds
Physical description: It really is hard to say Ember isn’t a pretty girl. Her body is something to stare at, for sure. She is about of average height, at around five foot four inches, but she normally isn’t very happy with that and enhances her height with heels. She is also thin, and loves it, only weighing around one hundred and ten pounds. It is hard to stay this thin though and she really has to work for it, but she in no way has an eating disorder, she’s just someone who watches what she eats. Ember doesn’t really have too much muscle on her and can be bullied pretty easily because of it, but she does have what people call “dancer’s legs” and loves to show them off as well. She also is pretty lucky in the respect that she has some pretty nice curves on her. She has a nice C in cup size in her chest as well, so it’s hard to call her flat chested. All in all, she has a very womanly figure, which she loves.
Ember also really loves her hair. She has a very light blonde hue to it and is often asked if she dies it. There are times that she will, in fact, add highlights to her hair, but she has never died the whole thing, since she really does like her color. Naturally her hair has very loose curls in it, more like waves than anything really. When it is kept natural like this it falls just below her shoulder at the moment, but on the occasions where she straightens it the locks fall to the middle of her bust. She is also known to cut her hair at times and make it frame her face a little more, and since her hair does grow quickly it goes back and forth very often. Her hair may not be very thick, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t take very good care of it, for she does. In fact, she goes out of her way to take care of it very well, because she thinks it’s one of her best features.
Now, she is also one of the lucky people to be blessed with blonde hair and blue eyes. Yes, that’s right; Ember’s eyes are a striking, bright blue. Her eyes lashes aren’t very long though, but that is helped by her love of mascara. Her eye brows are pretty normal, not much to say about them. She does shape them, as most women do, but beyond that she just leaves it all be. She knows she’s pretty as is.
The girl’s skin is beautiful, you must say. She works very had to keep it looking very good. She is one of those girls who will almost never go outside without sunscreen on and even picks out her makeup by which one has an SPF. She does do a lot of sunless tanning though, because she really does need to darken her skin tone. Her blonde hair and blue eyes automatically make her skin too light, but that isn’t what is “hot” in today’s world, so she does make sure to meet up with the standards.
When it comes to everything else it’s easy to just say that she’s simply proportional. Her nose is the right size for her face, as are her ears and lips and whatever else. She has long limbs, but not enough to make her clumsy per say. Her lips are pretty plump, which she likes because she doesn’t have to use actual lipstick most of the time, unless she’s working of course. Her teeth are nice and straight, thanks to a few years of braces when she was much younger. Her ears are pierced once and she almost always has something in the holes, even though she really doesn’t have to in order to keep them open since she’s had them done for years now. Her cheekbones are set high and a simple smile makes her very beautiful, but more sexy most people would call it. Ember is not quite sure if she likes it, but most people see her as sexy or hot and not beautiful, which is nice in her job, isn’t it?
Ember is one of the unfortunate people who can almost never hide her emotions. She will show everything though her eyes. Just looking into them will show a whole new side of her, exactly what she’s really thinking. If she’s scared, you can tell, same with happiness, anger, sadness or hurt, it all shines through her face. After she found this out she started to hate it and started to try and hide it, but it still doesn’t work. Luckily, she usually doesn’t have the problem when it comes to not letting someone know what she’s thinking.
Even though Ember knows she’s beautiful as is, the girl still loves her make up. She will not leave the house without it. In fact, even if she’s planning on staying inside all day long she’ll put make-up on just to be safe. You never know who may come to the door, right? Obviously she puts on different amounts for different activities. Like, when she’s working she’s absolutely covered, but just going to class it’s just a layer of foundation, blush and mascara, maybe putting on some eyeliner if the mood hits her.
Well, everyone has ‘um, but no one likes to talk about them, your flaws. Ember is definitely no different in that aspect. The most obvious flaw with her appearance is that she smokes, and it’s starting to show. She has to work very hard to keep her teeth white by now. She smokes to stay skinny, even though some also say she’s too skinny, which she will disagree with. She finds it a flaw that she can’t hide her emotions, which many would call it that too. She also feels that here eyebrows are too dark and her nose a little too big, but we’re always toughest on ourselves, aren’t we?
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES:Ember is pretty much your typical blonde haired blue eyed petite girl. She has some childhood scars and is always covered in make-up and the latest clothes. She does have the yellowing teeth and skin from smoking, though the skin can get slightly orange from her tanning if she isn’t careful about it. Her face also shows every emotion going through her so anyone around can tell if she’s upset, which often draws attention to her.[/color][/font]
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BUT HE WON"T BE SLEEPING
[/color]BECAUSE THE HOURS SHE'S KEEPING ARE NOT RIGHT[/font][/center]
*herself
*being smart
*dancing
*men
*teasing
*her virginity
*smoking
*drinking
*partying
DISLIKES:
*people not recognizing her intelligence
*men pushing at her
*being poor
*the bad her smoking does to her looks
*people calling her a whore or what-have-you
STRENGTHS:
*Intelligence
*Playful attitude towards life
*Easy to talk to
WEAKNESSES:
*Ego
*Drinking/smoking
*Spending money she doesn’t have
HABITS/QUIRKS:
*Standing a little too close for comfort, just because she can
*Rolling her eyes at just about anything
OVERALL PERSONALITY: Ember, what is there to really say about the poor girl? Well, the first thing almost anyone will notice about her is that she definitely has an ego about herself. She is one of those people who always seems to think she’s the best, no matter what happens. All of her accomplishments are put on a high scale in her mind and go above almost anyone else’s works. She loves to brag and really doesn’t care what anyone else thinks of her when she does. Since she loves herself as much as she does she doesn’t need anyone else’s approval.
Despite this, Ember is actually a very kind girl from the start. She knows she’s proud of herself and works to put other’s self esteems closer to where hers is, since she knows how tough it can be to not feel good about yourself. If you don’t respect yourself how do you really expect anyone else to? It’s really that simple. She tends to be a bit hyper at times and obviously loves to have fun, but also loves to pull other people into it. She really is a social butterfly and adores most types of attention from most people.
Sadly, Ember isn’t one of those people who are just impossible to hate. It is easy not to like her, which of course she doesn’t like but doesn’t let stop her from being herself. As said, she loves herself, why does anyone else matter? Because of her hyperness and obvious ego issues she does understand, she supposes, but feels that if other people would just live life to the fullest like she does they wouldn’t have as much of a problem with her. Luckily, those people seem to be few and far between, or so it is in her messed up mind.
Even though it is obvious Ember has gone through many hardships between everything that may have happened she does a very good job of just looking past it all and not thinking about it anymore. She is a very happy girl, to say the least. Optimism is something she is known for, though of course doesn’t go overboard with it. If there is a pop quiz she won’t suddenly start thinking of a way to make it better, but I’m sure you get the post. Even though her family has little money and she finds herself working at a strip club at seventeen she still sees that it could be much worse and is working though it all as best as she knows how.
Something no one can take form her is that she is a very smart girl. Her IQ is quite high as are her grades. She can easily get scholarships if you would only look at her grades and nothing else that may be said about her around the schools, or her disciplinary record. Ember is a bit of a wild child and does get herself in trouble. Hell, if she would try her absolute hardest in school she could be a doctor is she wanted to, and easily get into med school too, but sadly she doesn’t really see the point. She thinks she needs to have fun while she’s still young and it’s okay to party.
Ember also has a very strong will. She will never give up. If she wants something she will find a way to get it if it kills her. Even putting her into a dangerous situation doesn’t shake her up too much, and she would know. With her job she has been thrown into a few things she wishes she hadn’t been, but hell, there’s nothing else she can really do about it, is there? [/color][/font]
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SHE'S ASKING A QUESTION HOW WILL I BE
[/color]WHEN THIS NEXT ONE EVENTUALLY LEAVES ME?[/font][/center]
Keith Blaine – father - 39 – Security Guard
SIBLINGS: Jessica Taylor Blaine – sister - 19 – student working through school at a library
OTHER FAMILY: Glinda Blaine – step mother – 40 – tour guide
Lenard Juno – step father – 37 – restaurant manager
Denny Blaine – step brother – 15 – student
Greg Blaine – step brother – 11 - student
PETS: None
OVERALL HISTORY: Miss Sharon Mackenzie was a wild child when she was young. At only the tender age of thirteen she had lost her virginity at a party and the next morning couldn’t even remember who the guy was. After that she still continued to have her good time and at fifteen the young woman found out she was pregnant with Mr. Keith Blain’s child, her boyfriend at the time. Sharon dropped out of high school to take care of her little child and was blessed with the help and support of the baby’s father. Sharon always described Ember as a very good baby who almost never cried and would actually sleep through the night most of the time, which was helpful seeing as the parents of the baby were so young at the time.
Two years later Sharon found out she was pregnant yet again and soon gave birth to another little baby girl. With the birth of their second child, Jessica Taylor, the two very young lovers decided they should get married for the sake of the children and planned the wedding. Neither of their parents were happy with the decision, but what else could they really do with kids who already had kids of their own? Everyone really did think it would be for the best.
For a few years the marriage went fine, but over time the two really started to grow apart. Getting married at such a young age leaves much too much room for change, and that they did. As they realized that they really didn’t love each other from the start the two came up with the mutual decision that it would be best to be divorced before their children got too old, or they started fighting and ruining their children’s minds or something like that. Their parents got joint custody of the children and even to this day they see both their parents very often.
Ember grew up and it was obvious that she was a very smart little girl. She was always at the top of her class and would complain that everything was too easy. During this time money was really tight for the family. They had trouble paying for even the basics at times. Since neither their mother nor their father finished high school they couldn’t get very good jobs, in fact, Sharon was simply a full time waitress. Every time a bill came it seemed that they would go even further into this hole, but they held on through it as much as they really could.
When Ember was fourteen Sharon met Kenneth, and it was a match made in heaven to anyone who saw it. A year later the two were married, but there ceremony was very small and there was no honeymoon, thanks to lack of money once again. Kenneth was a struggling musician who was still trying to make it big so he didn’t help bring money in either, which was a disappointment, but nothing to complain about since they saw their mother so happy now.
When Ember was entering high school Sharon finally decided that she needed to challenge her baby a little more and started looking around for private schools that would take her due to her grades under a scholarship, and she soon found a very good school and once she was accepted she was sent over, both to her and her parents delight. Even though the cliques were very annoying for the young girl she soon fell in love with the school and now can’t even imagine leaving it for any reason at all, even though the kids there didn’t seem to have the best impression on her.
In the middle of her freshman year Ember got introduced to social drinking and fell in love with that as well and later that year she started smoking after hearing some girl whisper something about her being fat which she wasn’t mind you. Her parents still don’t know about either habit, and the addiction, but it is getting hard to hide, since a lot of her money is now going into buying her cigarettes. In fact, so much so that the little amount of money she managed to get from her parents wasn’t enough, so she turned to her own resources.
Late that year she found a strip club and, with the help of a fake idea and her already womanly looks, got herself a job there, using her middle name, Candi, as her alias. She had always loved dancing and showing off her body so this almost seemed natural. In fact, over very little time she actually started to enjoy the job, as long as no one at the school found out, which they have yet to do, and she’s been doing this until her junior year. It was hard, since she knew some of the guys from school would come in and see her, but she tries very hard to make sure they don’t know anything.
Though her entire life Ember always had a high opinion of herself, and this helped the girl to keep herself pure for the time. Yep, that’s right, wild little Ember is still a virgin and very proud of the fact. In fact, the whole school probably knows that fact about herm simply because it’s huge. No guy has ever been able to get into Ember Blaine’s pants, good accomplishment, huh?
Now, she’s in college on a scholarship but she still has to work her way trough it doing what she’s always done. She doesn’t think much of it and doesn’t care what others think either. They can have a problem with her if they want to, but she really is fine. [/color][/font]
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HOW CAN A MAN BE ALL THAT THEY SAY
[/color]WHEN ALL THAT I KNOW IS MEN RUNAWAY?[/font][/center]
ROLEPLAY SAMPLE:
It was chilly out by the pier, but who was anyone kidding? It was always chilly out by the pier with the breeze coming off to Like Michigan right beside you. Everyone’s hair and jackets were almost constantly being pulled to one side and people were squinting to try and avoid the wind going straight into their eyes. It was particularity windy on the late summer day and certainly not one of the warmer days either. The pier was quite packed due to all the college students recently coming back and meeting old friends at the mall, which is exactly what Ember was doing that day as well. Well, she was there a little early and her friends wouldn’t be there for at least another hour, but she did enjoy her time alone. Well, that and she had a few things she had to grab before she and her friends ran around like idiots then got drunk way into the night. Ember had always been a partier, but that was because she had always had such an easy time in school she had to do something to make her life a little more exciting. Otherwise, she was just sitting there, having finished her homework and gazing up at the ceiling, which wasn’t exactly fun, but it was the only other thing to do except goes to the crazy parties she had always loved, even though when she looked back at them they all seemed very stupid.
Now, though, Ms. Ember had a coffee cup from Starbucks in one hand and a bag from Victoria Secret in the other. She was walking fairly quickly down the pier in her high stilettos. Ember was short, she knew that and she had learned to accept it. She did, however, know that there was no reason she couldn’t hide the fact that she was so short from time to time. Heels were a girl’s best friend, after all, and she tended to use them to their best. Sure, she was probably killing her feet and legs by now, but she didn’t care, she just loved the way heels made her legs look. Even in the thick cold Ember, who had never been out of Chicago and San Francisco and was very sued to this weather, Ember had on a pair a very short jean shorts and a simple, tight fitting, low cut, quarter sleeved, red shirt. Her bra straps had slid down her arm slightly and were now peeking out of the bottom of her sleeves, but those were black. She didn’t really care and she did love to show off her body. It was fun and she did think she was a joy to look at.
Now, a lot of people would then think that Ember liked her job, she was basically showing off her body for money, but that was far from the truth. Sure. She didn’t hate her temporary occupation, but she didn’t like it either. It was just how she felt things had to be at the moment and she was fine with that. Her parents had no money to take care for her and she had to keep up her insanely expensive habits in some way. She smoked, she drank and she loved designer clothes, hence the Victoria Secret bag clenched in her fist. None of the above was easy for a college girl to keep up with financially. She had difficulty keeping herself fed, much less anything else so a job waitressing wouldn’t cover the expenses. Luckily, her working didn’t hinder her grades either, but that was thanks more or less to her intelligence, she would think. And the fact that she had learned from long ago how to study and pay attention in class and take notes to find a way to get the information down in her head in the quickest way possible.
As she was rushing Ember’s blonde hair flew into her face and managed to obstruct her vision. Not having a free hand to push it out of the way Ember shook her head and got the hair over her shoulder once again. However, while she was doing this, she managed to plow right into someone walking in the opposite direction along the pier. While she managed to keep a hold of the coffee, though some did spill and fall onto her hand, when she winced though it wasn’t quite hot enough to burn her anymore, the bag of lingerie flew from her hand as it went down to catch herself and fell all over the feet of the person she had just bumped into. Ember’s eyes went wide as she shoved the coffee glass into the hand of the other person involved in the collision as she leaned down to gather up her unmentionables.
Was she embarrassed? Hell yeah, she was. Sure, she paraded around in her panties and bras most nights, that being said, the whole pier didn’t have to see her choice of thongs and pushups. And what if the person she ran into was an older gentleman? Oh, that wouldn’t be nice at all. “I’m so sorry,” she said as she finally managed to pull the bag open and started to shove the stuff closest to her into the bag. “It was totally my fault, I wasn’t paying any attention to where I was going at all,” she spat out, not using the proper grammar she knew she knew, but why would she? Nobody cared and anyone who did was too vain to bother with. As long as someone could figure out the point she was trying to get across and didn’t view her as an idiot or a snob, she was happy with her life. See, that was her intelligence once again. She knew when to use whom, but in the sense of being grammatically correct and in the sense that using whom in the wrong crowd got you viewed as a snob and that was never something you wanted. Just because she was a snob did not mean future employers needed to know that.
Finally, Ember got all of her belongings shoved back into the bag and stood up, a hand out for the coffee she had put into this person’s hand. At this point she wouldn’t even be able to tell you the gender of the person in front of her, even though she just spent time by their feet. She hadn’t been paying attention to that and now just wanted to get her apologies out and be on her way before any old gentlemen could start staring or anything like that. “Sorry again, I hope I didn’t make you drop something,” she said, still not looking at them as she glanced around them to see if she could find anything at their feet.
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Now, though, Ms. Ember had a coffee cup from Starbucks in one hand and a bag from Victoria Secret in the other. She was walking fairly quickly down the pier in her high stilettos. Ember was short, she knew that and she had learned to accept it. She did, however, know that there was no reason she couldn’t hide the fact that she was so short from time to time. Heels were a girl’s best friend, after all, and she tended to use them to their best. Sure, she was probably killing her feet and legs by now, but she didn’t care, she just loved the way heels made her legs look. Even in the thick cold Ember, who had never been out of Chicago and San Francisco and was very sued to this weather, Ember had on a pair a very short jean shorts and a simple, tight fitting, low cut, quarter sleeved, red shirt. Her bra straps had slid down her arm slightly and were now peeking out of the bottom of her sleeves, but those were black. She didn’t really care and she did love to show off her body. It was fun and she did think she was a joy to look at.
Now, a lot of people would then think that Ember liked her job, she was basically showing off her body for money, but that was far from the truth. Sure. She didn’t hate her temporary occupation, but she didn’t like it either. It was just how she felt things had to be at the moment and she was fine with that. Her parents had no money to take care for her and she had to keep up her insanely expensive habits in some way. She smoked, she drank and she loved designer clothes, hence the Victoria Secret bag clenched in her fist. None of the above was easy for a college girl to keep up with financially. She had difficulty keeping herself fed, much less anything else so a job waitressing wouldn’t cover the expenses. Luckily, her working didn’t hinder her grades either, but that was thanks more or less to her intelligence, she would think. And the fact that she had learned from long ago how to study and pay attention in class and take notes to find a way to get the information down in her head in the quickest way possible.
As she was rushing Ember’s blonde hair flew into her face and managed to obstruct her vision. Not having a free hand to push it out of the way Ember shook her head and got the hair over her shoulder once again. However, while she was doing this, she managed to plow right into someone walking in the opposite direction along the pier. While she managed to keep a hold of the coffee, though some did spill and fall onto her hand, when she winced though it wasn’t quite hot enough to burn her anymore, the bag of lingerie flew from her hand as it went down to catch herself and fell all over the feet of the person she had just bumped into. Ember’s eyes went wide as she shoved the coffee glass into the hand of the other person involved in the collision as she leaned down to gather up her unmentionables.
Was she embarrassed? Hell yeah, she was. Sure, she paraded around in her panties and bras most nights, that being said, the whole pier didn’t have to see her choice of thongs and pushups. And what if the person she ran into was an older gentleman? Oh, that wouldn’t be nice at all. “I’m so sorry,” she said as she finally managed to pull the bag open and started to shove the stuff closest to her into the bag. “It was totally my fault, I wasn’t paying any attention to where I was going at all,” she spat out, not using the proper grammar she knew she knew, but why would she? Nobody cared and anyone who did was too vain to bother with. As long as someone could figure out the point she was trying to get across and didn’t view her as an idiot or a snob, she was happy with her life. See, that was her intelligence once again. She knew when to use whom, but in the sense of being grammatically correct and in the sense that using whom in the wrong crowd got you viewed as a snob and that was never something you wanted. Just because she was a snob did not mean future employers needed to know that.
Finally, Ember got all of her belongings shoved back into the bag and stood up, a hand out for the coffee she had put into this person’s hand. At this point she wouldn’t even be able to tell you the gender of the person in front of her, even though she just spent time by their feet. She hadn’t been paying attention to that and now just wanted to get her apologies out and be on her way before any old gentlemen could start staring or anything like that. “Sorry again, I hope I didn’t make you drop something,” she said, still not looking at them as she glanced around them to see if she could find anything at their feet.
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I THINK I LOSE JUST A LITTLE BIT OF ME
[/color]IN EVERY MAN THAT I SEE.[/font][/center]
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